so next year when you take a large blade to another innocent pumpkin head, Think about it's feelings folks. Please think about it's feelings.
Defining ambient sounds for your eyes.
A structure of Pop Music broken down into synth/goth.
An amazing album by Daniel Ash (Guitarist out of bauhaus)
If you feel like closing up all window shades, turning off all the lights,
sitting alone and making the world disappear into one big fantasy.
This my friend, is for you..
I take pride in my heritage. I take pride in what we are, what we've come from and how far we've come in such a short amount of time. A fucking lousy bunch of convicts, taken from a small over populated county and sent here, to Australia. I thank the arrogant poms for every little second that ticks across my existence cause if it wasn't for their fucked up attitude, maybe my nose would be pierced, my skin would be spotty, pale and ghastly, and most of all I'd be a pity pom. Nothing against my friends who are english, just majority rules!! you know?
So I would like to take this moment in time and capture the essence of what makes me, ME.
I would like to scream murderous ballads and give my confusion to the lord. Take all that is mine and love all that follow.
(Even though you don't live here much, you still hold the Australia Heritage up high)
nothing matters anymore, with this sensation.
nothing seems to make sense,
and that's the way that I have strived to be.
completely oblivious from all that surrounds
completely obnoxious yet so painless
and thats the way I have strived to be.
dancing with my stab like movements
sleeping like I was dead
cause thats' the way I have strived to be
making a martyr out of my emotions
dreaming epiphanies on a daily basis
and that's the way that I have strived to be
carelessly caring with all that I have
shutting every door that leads inside of me
cause that's the way that I have strived to be.
making a fool out of my existence
laughing over another bottle of poison
for that's the way I want to be
sedating away the edgy pain
surfing away the fucking mind games
cause that's the way I have to be
pretending I'm swinging from a tree
cut the rope with seconds left
now thats the way I wanna be
not to live to die
but to die to live
forget the crap, and make my own
use all that I have to survive
if it be trickery, if it to be baffeling
if it to be sedating, medicating, imaginating.
every second counts.
every second counts.
- ► 2010 (75)