In this modern world, this modern age. We fight with all our might, fight with all we have to survive !! Though not to survive with what we do not have but to survive with what we do have. A body with a mind, with a soul? with all the complications and contradictions that ourselves create. The illusion of the existence we live in is filled with material possession and racist ways. Hilter wasn't that far off, he exploded his emotions outwards and took all his feelings into reality, defining the lives of millions and millions of people. He was a fuck wit, a true fuck wit, though he was still human and like everyone today, he murdered millions of people but the scar is what has done the most damage, the mark he has left behind.
Everyday people in this modern world, in this modern age are micro hitler's, with their words and their opinions, their fists and their feet. Destroying confidence and building ego with every step we take, every word we say and every thought we make. Yet as our ego's grow and grow the people you leave behind with the scar are the ones that you will never remember. Hitler may have done it, but we all think it.
Its funny how people become 'cool' by being opinionated.


I saw your shadow swinging in the morning light.
I took a photo with my mind.
A note read you had gone, you had left me
this part of evidence is all I could find.
As the apples drained down my throat
the ghaslty paleness broke across my features
I stood alone for the fisrt time, this is what you taught us.
No tears dripped acorss my face
nothing at all but a jaw to the floor
No emotion creeped from behind me
I was painless as I thought "what for?"
You've left your memory with a dash of pain
noone can remember you now.
As you swing there alone,
twisted in your own vain.
"care for us, care for us" I screamed wispers
I dont remeber taking anymore steps.
midday became the darkest part of the day.
everyone, but noone to tell as I slept.
Who knows what time drifted there after
the days that broke than dawned.
I awoke in a drowning sweat
a vicious memory that had spawned.
I let go of all air, tippy toed to the room
the clock tick n tocked 12
the glare was defently near noon.
I swear you swung there
I swear you had no breath
I swear there you where
but nothing was there nothing was left.

AllTime Fav. Movie

This is Harold and Maude.
One of the most amazing journey's one movie could take you on.
It might shock, no what a minute, it will shock.
It will confuse and it will amuse.
Write it down in your remember book, type it in your phone.
The next time your in Video Ezy/Network Video whatever your preference,
take a stab in the dark and hire this dark movie.